Friday, March 13, 2009

Stuff....

I don't know if I have written in my past blogs about me starting CLOMID....so I will just say it now. I started taking it to hopefully speed up my egg process. The first dose didn't work...plus I didn't even ovulate. Weird. So this next dose I had and I ovulated, so that's good. I hate taking the stupid ovulation test, it's kinda like a pregnancy test every day...that dissapointment sucks EVERYDAY! But I did ovulate this time. So...hopes are high! I've decided that I'm not going to be sad anymore about it. The first 2-3 months of trying was all fun and exciting and then the next couple were worry, then the next were frustration and anger, then I have just been sad about it. Mike and I had a long talk about it a couple months ago. He is so good helping me and calming me. It's just not our time to have a baby, for what reason we don't know, but it's something. We will have a baby when we are supposed to and it fits our plan. So, we are just going to make sure we do all we can to have one and leave the rest to "the plan!" :)
Remington started indoor soccer. He is so cute! His first game was last Saturday. He is so funny when he plays, kinda standing back waiting for the ball to come to him. I am always yelling "Remy, get in there!" and then he does for a second then backs up and waits. So cute.
McHailee is so adorable and has skipped from 2 years old to 15! She is very persuasive and has attitude like you wouldn't beleive. She is so cute...but definitely has her moments. Her new thing is *lifting her shirt up* "Mom, by tummy want's some food!" It's so cute. She says so many things and sings ALL the time. Her Pediatrician says she does everything at an age 3 level. That's how Remy was too. Always a year ahead on learning. I can't take too much credit for it, I'm a working mom. They learn A LOT from their sitter. She is amazing. Always has activities and puzzles and so many things. I love her!
I'm working right now...missing Mikey and my kiddies. :( My friend Emmie is prego 41 weeks prego! As bad as she want's that baby out...I hope she holds her in 1 more day since I work Saturday! :( When she told me she wanted me in the room...I was so happy. It means so much to me that she trusts me that much to be a part of probably one of the MOST important parts of a person's life. I'm so excited! *love you Em!*
Mike finally got the tickets to go get Mikey and Camden! I'm sooooooo excited. We are going to sit down and plan out their stay. All the fun things we will be doing while they are here. Can't wait!
Hmm...can't think of much else to talk about...once I end this I will probably think of something...oh well.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

And here I am whining about being SO pregnant.

It is hard to figure out why things don't always happen the way we want them to at the moment we want them to happen. It's hard to keep perspective and have patience. I do know the Lord loves us and knows the desires of our hearts.

It still stinks though when we have to wait, question and wonder. I know I pretty much suck at patience.

Hang in there. You guys are awesome!